This sucks... all alone, and I still have to pack for my trip... *sigh sigh sigh*
Damnit. I'm just not happy today.
Maybe it's the fact that I'm all alone. And that I haven't packed. And that I don't WANT to go to Tennessee anymore. And that I don't WANT to be in a van for hours and hours with Chuck and Matt and Nate because I don't like being ignored.
I just hate this. I feel bogged down, like I have weights on my ankles and I'm waist deep in quicksand.
Nothing fits. And to make things worse, Keith has to appear outta nowhere and get a job here at our church...
no fair no fair no fair no fair no fair no fair
this sucks suck suck sucks
It's midnight, and I am going to go get dinner and start packing.
* S I G H *
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
------------------ "You were right about the negotiations...they were short." ObiWan Kenobi to QuiGon Jinn, The Phantom Menace
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It's utterly amazing. You are so young and yet so very prepared for adulthood. My only advice for happiness is Know who you are, Accept who you are, and Enjoy who you are.
As a solipsist, I understand we are all alone. each of us live in our own seperate universe, and these universes meet--a gate forms between them-when we meet and interact with others. We can share universes, and people with near identicle realities merge well. Alone. Alone is asking: Am I the only thing that exists? And if I am, why do I have the experiences that I have? If I am a god, is there anything beyond me?
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Hmm. You could also go to my site, The Solipsistic Retreat, though I have to confess it doesn't have much to do with its name right now. Big update on the way, though.
(That was subtle, no? )
------------------ "Near the door! They leave reality inside!"
My parents are HOURS away, and I need to be at the Hudson's house for pick up to TN in 2 HOURS!
I am NOT packed, and I CANNOT find HALF the stuff I NEED to take with me. My meds, that I NEED to stay SANE, are NOT picked up by my mom, who left ot meet my dad HORUS AWAY during a HUGE thunderstorm/tornado thing last night.
*SCREAMS*
------------------ "You were right about the negotiations...they were short." ObiWan Kenobi to QuiGon Jinn, The Phantom Menace
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The Egyptian god Horus is your father? Cool.
But seriously, the worst thing that can happen is you don't get to go. And since you said you didn't really want to go anyway, that isn't too much of a loss, is it?
------------------ "Near the door! They leave reality inside!"
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